Day 30... The End of Your Journey...

Day 30- Who are you? 

Well, I answered this question on May 30...Read Here or Read Below:

Here was my attempt at that answer...

I am a 30 year old girl who feels like she is 23. I don't feel old enough to be married but I am. I am addicted to my family. I own a home. Home means more to me than just a word. I long to have purpose in my life. I am ready for God to show me my "greater purpose". I am deeply in love. I am living my "once upon a time" and my "happily ever after". I want to do great things. I am lazy. I am content in life at this hour and on this day. I am crazy. I am happy. I am easily amused. I am a French. I love God. I love all things spiritual. I am Jeanne's granddaughter, Carolyn's daughter, and Courtney's sister. I love being those things....

After thinking about this question all day I think I figured out my answer. I am just me. None of what I just wrote matters because at the end of the day it's about following Christ. Being what He wants me to be. So ... in googling "Who Am I?" I found this song and it brought me back to reality...

I am His. I am so much more than what's above, but at the end of the day none of it matters. What matters is that we are His and we will be His for eternity.

But let me see if I can update it...

I think all of that is still true with the exception of being content. It's funny how one little road block has got me all crazy this week. I am working through it. Basically I hate to be told "No"or have MY plan changed and that is what happened this week so I am a little .... disheveled, uneasy....UNSETTLED...yes, that's the word I needed...unsettled.

In my life, or in our life, things have always worked out with the most perfect timing. I don't believe that is an accident, and of course it's not, but I still like to believe that I had part in that planning. (I am laughing at myself for even writing that because the best things that have come in the last 7 years of my life have come on someone else's timing!!! haha) So again, I am talking myself into understanding that my rush and need for now will eventually come on His timing and not mine. While that is easy to write...my brain and my heart just aren't really working together right now. Blah!

But yes, 99.9% of the time I am still the girl above. Happy, in love, older than my brain says, and family obsessed! :)

Hope you enjoyed my 30 day journey.  If you want a recap check here (http://thebaehrblock.blogspot.com/2012/07/challengesor-something-fun.html) for everything you could possibly want!  :)

Happy Wednesday!

Carrie